Guess what? I’ve finally got a job interview! It’s Thursday morning at 11:00. To some, it may not seem like much, but, for me, it’s a HUGE step forward. I’m so excited and sooooooo scared. This will be my very first REAL job interview since my battle with social anxiety disorder began. I don’t know which I’m more afraid of, success or failure. I’m scared to death that my anxiety will rear it’s ugly head and cause me to blow the interview but at the same time, I’m a nervous wreck about getting the job and going back out into that big, scary world.
As scared as I am though, I WANT this job. I want it more than I’ve ever wanted anything in my life and I KNOW I can do it. It’s exactly what I’ve dreamed of doing for so long. It was the dream of this very job that drove me to go back to school and work so hard to get my degree. This is the very job that I’ve spent years preparing myself for. This job isn’t just a job to me, it’s my DREAM! It’s my passion! I’ve wanted to do this type of work for so long, I can’t remember a time when I didn’t. It’s part of who I am. If I didn’t need to make a living, this is what I’d do for free every day of my life. I love it that much.
That’s an awful lot of hope riding on one little interview, so, please pray for me. With God’s help, I know i CAN do it.
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