This is my new car! It’s a 2000 Dodge Neon and I picked it up this afternoon, even paid cash for it, so it’s all mine, free and clear. It’s one of the nicest cars I’ve ever had, drives smooth, great gas mileage, and an awesome stereo. I spent all afternoon driving it around. I didn’t have anywhere I needed to go. I just wanted to drive. It felt so good to have my own car again. I’ll never have to organize my life around my mom’s schedule again. No more borrowing her car. If I want or need to go somewhere, I just walk out the door and hop into my new wheels and go! You have no idea how much freedom means until you don’t have it for a while.
Tomorrow, I’m going to look at an apartment. It’s only a studio and appears to be quite small, but since I’ve been living in a bedroom at my sister’s house for more than a year, it can’t be much smaller than that. I can cope. At least it will be MY place. I’m so excited to be getting out on my own again. Finally, my life is starting to turn around. Now if I can just get the social anxiety under control, I can get my career back on track and things will be even better. It’s such a relief to finally see light at the end of the tunnel. For so long my life has seemed to be one big black cloud of misery. Not anymore. I’m actually starting to feel happy sometimes. It feels good to be happy.
I can’t even begin to thank the Lord enough for all the prayers He has answered. He has blessed me indeed!
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